see yourself

I never put off anything, including about a special person. But that doesn't mean I'm looking for, I never lookbut I also never backed down from his presence. So far I've met many people of different character and the nature of each, but I'm just establishing myself so that I don't regret it, I don't want to fail and get embarrassed so I want to really assured me. And I want to tell you about someone in my past was stupid, I wanted to laugh but I actually do know what he feels. So far I've quite often give you the code to him aboutmy feelings but because he was very - very - very stupid so he didn't know what I want, what I need, andwhat I hate. And now he felt hurt because I've met someone else, am I wrong? What I have to give him the code constantly ? hey I'm also a human being, once again I want to say don't ever hurt because of me,because to be honest you own that makes you hurt -_-